Hello, patrons! I am afraid to say I have been struggling to exist lately. Trying to get out of the house to do things has thrown me into panic mode. My sleep has tanked and when I'm awake I'm too busy picking all my skin off and feeling like a lunatic to get things done. I appreciate very much that people are understanding about this. If I could wave a magic wand and make it go away so I could just WORK already, I would.
I have done some studies, a few doodles. Mostly just surviving until, my first volunteer session, after which I'm sure I'll be like: Man, my brain freaking out about this was so stupid because nothing happened!!
But that's what you get when you grow up with a narcissistic parent with Intermittent Explosive Disorder. You never know when or where or why it's going to come out, and other human beings just become a constant source of terror.
DreamsFar
2022-09-12 18:52:03 +0000 UTCRhee
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